I am so sorry that happened to you and you couldn’t tell anyone or when you did they didn’t believe you.
I believe you.
You are not alone, there are so many people who have been in similar situations and it is heartbreaking.
If you are interested, I am putting together a second volume of the book I published of stories of the metoo movement, called You Are Not Alone.
If you would like your story to be shared it the book, please email me a name (can be fake), real age and location for publication. I can use this story above or you can rewrite it or add to it, whatever you want.
Email it to email@example.com
Thank you for coming forward.